На Денот на мајката (11 мај), Еминем објави емотивен спот за песната „Headlights“, во кој е опишана проблематичната и турбулентна врска со неговата мајка.
Видеото, режирано од Спајк Ли, е снимано преку очите на Деби, мајката на Еминем. Преку новата песна Еминем јавно ѝ се извинува на мајка си за критиките упатени кон неа во популарната „Cleaning Out My Closet“. Во „Headlights“ 41-годишниот рапер вели и дека повеќе не ја изведува „Cleaning Out My Closet“ на концерти и дека мрази кога ќе ја слушне на радио.
„I'm sorry, Mama, for Cleaning Out My Closet, at the time I was angry/ Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though/ 'cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes/ That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio."
„Cleaning Out My Closet' and all them other songs / But regardless I don't hate you 'cause, Ma / You're still beautiful to me, 'cause you're my mum“ – се вели во текстот.
Еминем исто така признава дека неговата мајка само еднаш се има сретнато со неговата ќерка Хејли.
„Headlights“ е соработка на Еминем со Нејт Рус, а е дел од неговиот албум „The Marshall Mathers LP 2“.
Mum, I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why is the power off, and I'm f***ed up?
And, Mum, I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink, yeah.
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
I went in headfirst
Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse
My mum probably got it the worst
The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are
Did I take it too far?
"Cleaning Out My Closet" and all them other songs
But regardless I don't hate you 'cause, Ma,
You're still beautiful to me, 'cause you're my mum
Though far be it from you to be calm, our house was Vietnam
Desert Storm and both of us put together can form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare
And forever we can drag this on and on
But, agree to disagree
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean sh*t to me
You're kicking me out? It's 15 degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little pr**k just leave)
Ma, let me grab my f***ing coat, anything to have each other's goats
Why we always at each other's throats?
Especially when dad, he f***ed us both
We're in the same f***ing boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope)
Further away it drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings
Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road
And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the load
Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old,
And that's when I realised you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable
And to this day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand babies grow
But I'm sorry, Mama, for "Cleaning Out My Closet", at the time I was angry
Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though,
'cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes
That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
And all the medicine you fed us
And how I just wanted you to taste your own,
But now the medications taken over
And your mental state's deteriorating slow
And I'm way too old to cry, the sh*t is painful though
But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours
But I love you, Debbie Mathers, oh, what a tangled web we have,
'cause one thing I never asked was
Where the f*** my deadbeat dad was
F*** it, I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address
But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus
Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
Someone ever moved them from me? That you coulda bet your asses
If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them
And although one has only met their grandma once
You pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers
Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you
And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come over me
As we pulled off to go our separate paths,
And I saw your headlights as I looked back
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for being my Mum and my Dad
So, Mum, please accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet
I guess I had to get this off my chest,
I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt, I guess we're crashing
So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from afar
'Cause you're my Ma
